2 months and a lifetime to go.

Yesterday was May 10th. Exactly 2 months since I lost my sweetheart.  It was a beautiful day. Blue sky, warm temps and a bright sunny day. I had my moments of sadness that float in and away reminding me that there is a pall over everything and I cannot truly enjoy anything. Unreasonable, I know…but that’s how grief works. A demanding, joy-robbing shadow that casts itself over all things beautiful.  I’ve decided that this will be the forum which I will share my thoughts and my social media will be a place of healing and grief-free…if that’s possible. My personality on line of the grief struck widow is not something I want to share any longer. It’s time to keep that part in the hands of a very small group of people…and dogs, and a cat, and some chickens…